ehwinx666

all good things end.

rules. ive moved out. i have a 2nd dog now. i have an amazing boyfriend who ive been with for a month and 2 weeks (long term for me ;P)my job is amazing, ive made amazing friends lately, no drama, no depression in MONTHS. be happy for me lurkers. i finally got my shit together, OH AND, i turn 21 in a month ;)

all corpus boys are fagots, HA my ex is now making up a fake girl friend, soooo funny!

jealousy kills. i broke up with him cause he was overly jealous, apparently i could only be trusted if i live in corpus, buuuut i cant just up and leave. things never work out right, i dont know why i got my hopes up, i was in love, he was in lust. thats how it usually gos right? this will probly be my last entry.

i know who reads this. i know who finds humor in my pain. laugh it up.

hey, i can take snap shots too, and then photoshop the shit out of them!
it must suck to be mediocer at everything you do, yet have the ego of kayne west =]

but any whom. bf is amazing, school is stupid as fuck, ive made more money doing hair and cocktailing this year than most college graduates will make. annnnd im having fun =] bartending school starts in less then a week, im pretty stooooked! my brother is in town which rules. my broncitus (spell?) is gone, and so is my sinus infection. life is amazing. me and drew may get a loft in corpus :)

he said he is in love with me.

:D

i have the most amazing boyfriend i could ever ask for. i want this to last, and i think it will :)

i think its epicly hilarious when 2 of the lamest faggots ive met in my life talk shit about me on flicker.

go suck each others dicks.

lol at the other queer jesse i used to be friends with till i quickly realized how lame he was, told me how roast beef sandwich-y one of my ex's girlfriends vagina is, ya, put a lock on your computer if you dont want your "friends" to see your girlfriends worn out pussy lmao!

i talk shit when it is talked about me.

"Ew. Honey, that girl is like 17 and fugzzzz.
Not to mention, if you have Steven Gilmore on your music profile...you're probably carrying a load of douche-baggery along with you.

Tell her to go and worry about her and her ugly boyfriend instead of you and yours."

i love every day of my life! never ending lolz

hahahaha @ certain people actin like they give a fuck about any one other than themselves. on the flip side, i found a boy who completely worships me, dosnt annoy me, isnt a slut and dosnt have mental problems, kids, and loves his family. he has tattoos like whoa, huge wang, hes pretty much perfect, and lives in corpus so i dont have to deal with him every day, thus meaning i wont get annoyed with him befor i actually get to know him super well. ohhh an he loves my dog! his bed is super comfortable, he loves my body, he makes me laugh, im pretty happy :)

dropped jesse as a friend cause he was an immature douche bag who is obsessed with my ex. not cool. met an amazing bo in corpus, going down there to see him and stacey on monday! almost done with this semester, tired and over school, going to bar tending school.

lifes great as usual. =]

so i recently had a bitchout fest, i had to burn bridges with guys who have crazy girl friends, were just sluts, or trying to use me to piss of my ex... ya... weird situations going on.

it just baffles me, these stupid fucking boys think i dont have my game on lock or something, im not dumb, and ive been played waaay too many times to put up with any ones bullshit or drama.

plus, there's a new man in my life. so i had to get rid of all these boys who just wanna holler.
lifes pretty much stress free and amazing right now. im getting the money i need to live on my own, olive is healthy, im eating right, im romantically involved with a person who i can actually stand and pretty much enjoy everything about him, no drama at all, im healthier than ever.

life is good :)

probly moving to whichata falls soon :D

jesse rules hard. hahahaha

no one cares about your opinion. get over yourself. you are not "gods a gift to this world".

im making all a's in school, broke up with zakk cause he was bringing me down, feel pretty strong and independent, bought a black berry, going to corpus for spring brake, been going to the club with my friends, got a 2nd job, about to put a down payment down on a little house for me and olive! life is amazing right now, im beyond happy. annnd im getting paid to model =]

and btw, stop lurking my shit you emotion fucking tampon. your a fat ass with no life. go jack off to lord of the rings using your tears as lube. go turn more girls to lesbos. take more pills to be ok with your pathetic life. does your girlfriend even like you? probly not. must suck to have emotional problems because you were touched when you were little and have a secret porn addiction. go to a therapist and deal with your life and stop poking fun at others.

the truth is, my life is GOLDEN, and you are just some stretch mark covered, depression prone loser who will never amount to shit.

keep concerning yourself with my life, im flattered.<3

i <3 sushi. my boyfriend is awesome. school is alot easier now that i dropped math! my tax return was the BOMB! i almost have enough for a huge down payment on a small house for me and olive! job searching tomorrow (for a second job). i finally feel like im an adult and ready to leave the nest! yaaaay

my boyfriend is amazing, he is beyond nice and not a stupid manipulative ass hole like all the other guys ive been with, he has a beautiful daughter that i love, i dropped my math class so thats alot of stress gone, i got my blackberry activated today, NO IDEA HOW TO USE IT! hahah, oh well, its so cute! trying to find a better home for my guinea pigs, i cant afford them, work is getting better! so thats good!

oh hey, i have a boyfriend. who has an amazing daughter, im not doing well in school right now, math is so fucking hard!

my hair is pretty much black.

my mom made it very clear to me this morning that i am expected to move out as soon as possable. so its time for me to grow up and stop being lazy. its going to be hard and stressful, but its time i stop acting like im 17. i am going to go apply at all the top strip clubs in san antonio to waitress, as well as turning in my resume to as many high end salons as i can. i will never make enough money at the salon i work at now, plus i really just hate doing hair.

im going to keep going to school on top of all of this, cause i realize now that i dont want to be a hair stylist forever, and the only way im going to get a decent job out side of doing hair is by going to college and getting a degree. i really want to work with animals, like be a vet tech or something, right now im working on my bacholors of science and then i will hopefully be able to transfer to a&m and major in zology or marine biology or something like that, something where i will be quilified to work with animals.

it really kills me that my parents paid for my brothers college, and bought him a house, but im having to pay for my school out of my pocket, and move out all by myself, with no help from them. i dont really understand it, i know my parents love me, and have my back no matter what (i mean fuck, they didnt kick me out when they found out i get naked on the web, they obviously love me). im sure they have a good reason for not helping me, i just wish they would fill me in as to way. on top of all that im making payments to them to pay them back for paying for my cosmotology school. which was like 15000 dollars, so hopefully i will pay that off within the next 3 years.

im not going to lie, im really not used to working hard. right now i work about 35 hours a week, the salon i work at is slow as fuck so on a normal day i maybe do 2 hair cuts then just chill in the back and read magazines and gossip with the other stylist. i need to get out of my lazy mindset and start working hard and making something of my life.

also im taking a break from myspace (hahaha) i will be checking my mail once a day AT MOST. im going to make a confession and admit that i am one of those lame myspace addicts, and i probly need to get a life. i think i will be less stressed and depressed if i get out more. i think getting a new job and a 2nd job on top of that will be healthy for me. ill be the first to admit that i need to get out ALOT more.

but speaking of work, i need to get ready for it. even though its the day after x-mas and i know that place is going to be beyond dead. hopefully i am wrong. we will see

fuck this shit.

erik aka emoney is probly the shittiest person alive, like really? are you 26 and still living at home? and yet hes blackmailing me cause my set got put up as a diy, and didnt have his name on it... and he wants to get known from gods girls? ya if you want to go somewhere in life, step one is getting a fucking real job, not trying to get famous from taking pictures of naked girls for a web site that only pays 60 dollars a set....

oh and steven, if you read this, dont fucking "look up" to erik. he talks a massive amount of shit about you. i could fucking care less about either of you but it would always kinda piss me off how his main source of conversation with me would be making fun of you and putting down your photography.

odds are no one will read this though.

my parents found out about gods girl, so right now im chilling popping a tylonal pm every 15 mins untill i fall asleep. i dont think i remember what being happy is like any more.